So yeah....... I guess my insticts were correct. She broke up with me today.

Im kinda bummed.

I wish my guitar was in working order.

I am broke.

I threw up today.

call me tomorrow or friday to hang out.

Ive been kinda down the last few days. and i feel bad about it because Ive been with cool people. I dunno...... I miss her. but I have this feeling I wont get to see her again for like another week. and I am scared that Im not enough. Theres other people that seem more qualified right now. well....... that would seem more qualified. I am an awesome guy but sometimes Im too quiet and it doesnt show.

um...... i got called today to see if i wanted a paid gig on friday at the pantages. Dont know if I want to do it. Ill sleep on it.

Brass tomorrow. I have a feeling Im gonna get my but kicked. If somethings bothering me during rehersals I always do poorly.

I wish my hands were caught up to my head.

I am writing a new song. It has 2 pretty chords and 2 lines. I think this one will take awhile to take form.

There is no sun setting tonight.

But your eyes are still burning bright in my mind.

love

Today I had my first drum corps show ever. Coon Rapids 06. Minnesota Brass Inc. cymbal line. It went well. We had a sweet preshow warm up in the pouring rain. Then the rain let up as we were going on. It was really fun. Get up early again tomorrow and do the same thing.

So shes been gone all week......got back today.....but I still cant see her cuz I have shows all weekend.

I got to see Pat. He looks really good. The Scouts have a sweet show. So do the Colts.

I am tired.

not a whole lot else I guess.

Bye.